How I knew

A poem was written by an  Anonymous person 

 

How I knew you weren’t the one when you showed you hate me. Rejecting the times I reached out and making me feel that even feeling guilty is what I deserved.

How I knew you weren’t the one when you made me believe that you were a fighter but you would have your hand on the red button, ready to terminate all the efforts so that it can be easy on me.

How I knew you weren’t the one when you twisted things and made it seem that it was for my benefit. When really, it was just a way of you saying, you had no hope.

How I knew you weren’t the one when my hope and determination exceeded your own and I’m questioning whether I am with a man or a boy. Unable to see how you could defend and support me when, as soon as I express my sadness you are reminding me of how you’re killing me.

How I knew you weren’t the one when words did not have meaning, things were just used to sugarcoat and almost blind me from the truth. When in fact, you were just sad all along.

How I knew you weren’t the one when you even my name sounds like poison between your lips and I just feel nothing to you. Nothing

How I knew you weren’t the one when you changed. Cold as ice and yet I’m still supposed to believe that there is still love.

How I knew you weren’t the one when, you quenched all the hope I have in this, to the point where I am tired and would rather you have your way.

 

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